A Melbourne Passion Prayer
there i was a woman in the garden in black of course and an old lady in black 'I am Austrian' comes past wheeling her classic Preston Market vinyl shopping trolley And we greet each other as people with no front fences do and she begins to tell me of her daughter who is a woman of my age - 53 she is screaming and crying in the house with 'mental things in her' says the Austrian who is going to buy her tormented daughter cigarettes which will help and then she speaks further - I am lost in listening: her old mother, caring for elderly relatives, caring for her younger daughter what will happen when she dies how can her will provide care - no one can be trusted and then the climax of her easter sermon - still in her thick immigrant germanic tones she says "Only God knows So I pray every day because in this world Good people suffer how for Mary seeing her son on the cross the nails in his hands" (she lets go of the trolley a moment and pounds the fingers of her right hand into her left wrist and then her left hand into her right wrist) "so much pain! the son of God!" (suddenly her accent breaks) "Oh, come on maaaate!" in tongue as broad as Fred Dagg or Crocodile Dundee as she holds the vision of the tortured Christ before her lifting both hands to the air. And under my breath I whisper an ocker Amen And i ask the name of her daughter who is in so much torment, I say i will join her prayers for Sonia to find relief, and pray for her - a mother like Mary so hard to watch her child suffer. we talk about vegetables and the beautiful trees, and she goes on steadying her way with the trolley. So now i have a prayer today for the suffering and tragedy of the world a holy 'Oh, come on maaaate!'